The Blü Guy

 9/15/20 Today my childhood renewed. To find my inner child has been sought (I think so). Nostalgia whiffs the air, my senses feeling the childhood I longed for. The smell of the breeze, the feels of the surroundings, the sight of the morning light. Ah, I miss this. The chaos. The chaos I tried to escape, but in the end it lead me back longing to it.  For how much it may be chaos, it is home; and it is in home, where I am at peace.  Have I found true peace? I don't know. Have I found myself again? Probably. Do I want my old self and the peace and happiness I had then? Yes, an absolute yes. Can I find it again? Hopefully. Points for today: I watched the movie "The Big Short". I originally intended to watch this movie because it popped up when I was scrolling Netflix. I remembered this film being offered to us by my professor in a Taxation subject to help us understand more the economic systems and such. It was indeed a mind opener to terminologies that I am unfamiliar with...